Flip This Wholesaler

Well, today was a really horrible day. I got some pretty bad news first thing in the morning which is going to put a serious damper on my financial situation (again). I had a full day planned, starting off with going to the courthouse. I made it there, but took off for home after bursting into tears in front of a bunch of strangers. Good times.

So...my day pretty much consisted of me sitting around feeling sorry for myself and then trying to figure out what to do next. As much as it makes me want to blow my brains out, I'm going to have to go get a job if I don't get a deal going by the time I leave for my Sister's wedding (next Weds.). I thought about it long and hard all day, and I really don't have any other choice. Since moving out of my townhouse, my plans have pretty much gone awry for reasons that are totally out of my control. I'm trying to beleive that all of this is happening for a reason, it will make me a stronger person, blah, blah, blah, but in the end it just plain SUCKS.

I could get another bartending job if I wanted, but I just can't bring myself to do it. Pride, I guess. So, I'm trying to think of something I can do that would benefit me with respect to investing. I'm thinking maybe an assistant to a realtor or something. I don't know. Maybe I'll call my short sale guy and see if he needs help in his office. I don't really need to make a whole lot to cover my bills, as I'm splitting them with my friend who I'm staying with (although he is out of work right now as well because he broke his foot). Hilarious, isn't it? Man, talk about eating a slice of humble pie...I'm eating a whole truckload of them.

I did manage to get a little marketing done today. Sending some letters out tomorrow. I stumbled upon a potentially fantastic source of leads that I think is pretty much untapped in this area, so I'm working on that as well. The mortgage guys sent me 2 really nice looking leads that I'm working on. Hmm, maybe I'll see if I can work for them in some capacity. Will be kind of humiliating, but i think humiliation builds character.

It is hard to put all of this out there, but I figure, one day when I'm where I want to be, I can look back and remember what I had to go through to get there.