Flip This Wholesaler

Well, I finally got paid from the deal I was working on. Got the check for 2k yesterday.

I had 10 offers to fax out on Friday, and my fax machine ended up screwing everything up, so I think only four of the offers actually made it. I got a counter on one of them yesterday. This was a probate property. They only came down 7k, but it is already well below market, so I am going to counter back tomorrow.

I've really been having serious doubts about myself lately. I'm not sure why, maybe because I've been going after mls properties, and I feel like I don't know what I'm doing. I'm sure it will pass, but right now I just feel scared and very unsure of myself. I guess the strain of constantly having to worry about running out of money isn't helping things much, either. I just wish I could find deals a little more consistently, and not be under so much pressure all of the time. I have this worried feeling in the pit of my stomach constantly, and it really sucks. I have talked to a lot of other people who say they went through the same thing- I just keep wondering when I will be able to get ahead. I don't expect it to be easy, but I feel like I'm constantly fighting a battle. I guess it is wearing on me a little bit. I try to stay and think positive as much as I can, but it is really a task when you are not going to be able to pay your bills if you don't get a deal.